I'm Yours

I am a person who has emotions, feelings, a heart, a soul. When someone puts you down , no matter who it is, you always do 1 of 2 things, get really mad at the other person, or in your head agree with them. I agree with everyone when they say some bad thing about me, but I don't have a self-esteem issue at all. I am completely and totally happy with myself as a person, so what the hell is wrong with me? Is it the fact that the only person that puts me down is the person I am completely in love with? and if so, should I be in love with that person? Today I leave you with this if you question love, it usually doesn't make sense, and that's when know it's true love. With all the true love i have in my heart.
Austin Wyatt Williamson
12:27 p.m
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Aww Daw Daw

I always like to start my posts off with the letter "I", I was trying to think of what to put behind said "I", so I put the reason I put "I" at the beginning of my posts. Now that that's out of the way, I love breathing, I love being alive, yet how do i hate life? Some call it human nature, some call it Divine intervention, you know what I call it? I call it relationship problems. In every relationship in the world there are always problems, you love the special someone so much, and then you get in a fight and hate them. Sometimes you are so happy with what life gives you, so you "love your life", then something bad happens and you turn around and just absolutely "hate your life". How do you think your life feels about that? How do you think that special someone feels about that? My point is, don't hate things because they aren't going your way, just live life and wait for answers. So tonight i leave you with this. Life really is worth living, no matter how hard or how rough it gets, your life will always love you, so love your life. With all the lively love i can give.
Austin Wyatt Williamson
11:24 P.M
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Pointless......Lifeless........YOUless

The fact is i'm lost without you, you take my breath away , you help me breathe.I can't do this anymore my heart can't take it, you know i love you but you really don't care at all,it makes me sick the way you can just blow me off like this, i thought you didn't want to treat me like this anymore. You have always helped me with everything, the way you talk makes me wanna kiss you, the way you laugh makes me want to just stop the world and just be there, i want moments like those forever, i can't keep doing this you have control over me and I can't deal with you anymore, please have as much fun as you possibly can with your own life. For the love of all things holy stay the fuck out of mine, I love you so much but you have no feelings you've grown numb to everything, and for that i feel so sorry for you,please forgive me for everything i've done to you i've forgiven you everytime you have no soul dude....none of this probably makes any sense to anyone at all on this planet but me and me alone, with any love I have left
Austin Wyatt Williamson
3:11 P.M
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Action I love you

The sun sets on my love for you

I am extremely grateful for everything you've ever done for/with/about me. You changed my life so much, I don't ever want you to leave.The fact is, you are the reason i wake up, when things are bad between us my life sucks.I'm not sure if anyone else feels this way but, when life sucks, you are not really satisfied with anything.I guess what i'm tryin to say is, you make my life not suck.When i look at you, I feel so happy, when i breathe with you, the world is a better place, we should be together.So tonight I leave you with this, Take things as they are, things need to be accepted, if you can't accept them, why try and deal with them?With every emotion that has transformed into love,
Austin Wyatt Williamson
9:38 P.M

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A new day,A new life

I am a man who has no plan,understand?
Things in life come at you quick,whether it's something silly,or the most lifechanging thing yet,you never want to give some of them up,and there are the ones that you never want to think about.
Everyone's life is like that, if you think you are alone, You're not!
I don't like to think about things, some say that's a bad quality to have, but i think it's an amazing quality, honesty is important, Kurt Cobain said, "I'd rather be hated for who I am then loved for who I am not." So this morning i leave you with this. There's really no way you can escape what life has in store for you, fate controls everything, so don't try to fight it,"whatever happens, happens."
With all the love in the world,
Austin Wyatt Williamson
8:37 A.M
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It's 1 o'clock in the morning

And life is still awesome....isn't it funny how i started off my first blog with the word 'and' capitalized.
For those of you that don't already know,I'm not as different as anyone,but not the same as everyone,I have typical thoughts,then i have the most complex ideas ever,i wear a peace sign,but then i turn around and want to kill someone.Life is the key to death,when you die you thank whatever god or gods or nothing that you choose,that you are dead.When you are alive you do the same,you are soo happy to be alive, I never understood that,for me paradise would be being so alive i'm dead.See what i mean? Complex.I live for music,music is what i am music is everything, yet music is nothing,therefore everything is nothing.i'm not actually thinking about what i'm typing, so if I seem like an idiot,it is because you are to close minded to care.So i am sorry for the convinience,if you don't want to read this leave now.I am a devoted hippie,a not so devoted tennager,and i'm in "love" love is so beautiful it's disgusting.The one i'm in love with despises me, which makes it even better.If you fall in love,listen to Jason Mraz,take your time.When you rush things,they always turn out wrong,ALWAYS!So i leave you with this,take me as i am,or don't take me at all,because i could really care less about what any of you think,With the most love ever,
Austin Wyatt Williamson
1:24 A.M
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